Let's just go back. Take it all back. All those words and all this time. Please? Let's just go back to that moment when we were right there. So close, basically there, but not quite. Why stop? Why hesitate? Does it even matter? Would it have even made a difference? Or would we still be here? Everything happens for a reason. Does it? I don't know anymore. All these things I used to trust don't make sense. How did we get here? Were we ever there? Were we ever anywhere? I don't even know you. So how come you're so familiar? I always thought it would be you, I always wanted it to be. Why can't it be? Tell me it still can. Tell me anything. I need that. Need you. Because I can't. I can't look back at this and not remember you. I can't. And I can't not be with you again. I can't. I can't wake up in thirty years and realize I never got to kiss you or hold your hand or feel you again. I can't. Do I really have to? Why? Why can't I even talk to you? Why can't I just call you? I want to hear your voice. I don't want him or any of them. He loves me, he actually gives a shit. But I can't. I can't kiss him and not think you. I can't say yes without somehow saying no to you. I've held on this long. Why should I let go now? Really. How could this be over? How could it not have led anywhere? What happened to all those "someday"s?
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trust me abbs you'll wake up and thirty years and be thankful nothing ever came of it. there's something ten times as good out there waiting for you!
or youll wake up in thirty years and wonder what could have been.....trust me 'abbs' in thirty years...............who knows. do whatever the fuck you want
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