Tuesday, April 14, 2009

the truth is...

It all happened so fast. So incredibly fast. It was like I was watching it all happen, helpless to do anything, to stop anything. And I wouldn't have. I wouldn't have said anything. And then what? Then where would we be?
Still here?

I don't get it. What'd I do?

Maybe you're scared, afraid, something. But I'm not trying to lock you up and throw away the key.
I promise.
I saw what happened to them, and I won't let that happen.
I promise.

And if it truly is too early to tell, then how come it's not too early for that?
That's a huge deal. At least it is to me.
Maybe that to you is like this to me.
Maybe we really aren't on the same page, despite what you always say.

I just think that when you know, you know. And I know.
Do you?
You say you do.
So then why is this so hard?

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