Friday, April 10, 2009

1.Soulmate :)

I can't do it again. Won't.
Don't pull away again. Don't disappear.
Tell me it won't change things.
Tell me we can still stay this close.
Tell me, promise.
Because when I'm with you, everything seems like NBD [;)]
Because you're me, I'm you. We're one.
Everything I think, you think.
Everything I'm about to say, you say.
It just works. We're just meant to be.
And I can't go back to that half-assed shit.
I can't be the only one trying. And trust me, we both know that's where this is headed.
So don't do it. Just don't.
Don't fall into that exclusive little world where you lose your deep side and I lose my best friend.
Just don't.
Because I really don't think I can.
Those were the worst seven months of my life.
Maybe my world didn't fall apart, maybe horrible, unbearable things didn't happen.
But I did lose you. And how do you expect me to deal with things when that happens?
How can I feel OK when half my body is missing?
So please, just don't.
Let's just keep this this way.
I love you too much to let it just go away.

1 comment:

Ariel said...

abigail. we ain't. i love you too much. id miss you too much. you mean so much more to me. i love you..we've built it up again and its fun now. ain't gonna happen's all i gotta say. nbd.... :)