as you breathe out and i breathe in

Questions. It feels like everyone has all these questions. Questions I can't answer, I wouldn't even know where to begin. I wish I knew what to do and I wish I knew how to do it. Whatever happened to "let go, let God."? It's so much more complicated than that. It really isn't about what I want, its about what everyone else does. And when finally I pour it all out, tell him the reasoning behind my hesitation, its not what he wants to hear. So why even ask the question? Why do we ask questions when we know that the answer isn't going to satisfy us? Is it because we need some kind of closure? Is it because we know, we just don't want to? And when its all out there in the open, where do we go from there? When either way will make me happy, which way should I go? And when the final answer is I don't know, is that an automatic no?